PTSD is a serious health condition, do not ignore, and please seek help from a mental health professional. I diagnosed with PTSD in 2009....37 years after my SCI. The demons were taking a huge toll on my overall health.
Now, mentally I feel great, after two years of cognitive behavioral therapy sessions, anti-depressants, and knowing how to identify / cope with my stress triggers.
Its so good that you received effective help with this dannygilman...I know how difficult it is to be burdened with the weight of experiences that have a deep rooted emotional effect. It isnt just yourself who suffer but also those around bear the blunt of these issues at times too
PTSD is a serious health condition, do not ignore, and please seek help from a mental health professional. I diagnosed with PTSD in 2009....37 years after my SCI. The demons were taking a huge toll on my overall health.
Now, mentally I feel great, after two years of cognitive behavioral therapy sessions, anti-depressants, and knowing how to identify / cope with my stress triggers.
Its so good that you received effective help with this dannygilman...I know how difficult it is to be burdened with the weight of experiences that have a deep rooted emotional effect. It isnt just yourself who suffer but also those around bear the blunt of these issues at times too
Lαrα , you are correct about people around me (in the past) bearing the brunt of my angery outbursts. Then there are my issues trying being at ease around large groups of people, which I'm still working on.
Well i had a very long appointment last week with a neuropsychologist who diagnosed me with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. I was pretty surprised because although i have had some difficult times, I am relatively positive.
He was quite impressive and certainly knew his job. I am pleased to say that he has come up with a very positive proactive plan for the way forward. It seems my injury is a trigger but there are some deep rooted issues there too.
I wouldnt say im depressed but i do battle with anxiety and lack of ability to sleep properly.
Post by peacewillcome on Jul 1, 2014 16:06:45 GMT -8
Lara sorry to hear this. Now i know how you have time to do so many wonderful posts because you are not sleeping! Hope your sleep improves and that the plan works for you but you still manage to give us so much informative stuff
Lara sorry to hear this. Now i know how you have time to do so many wonderful posts because you are not sleeping! Hope your sleep improves and that the plan works for you but you still manage to give us so much informative stuff
awww bless and thankyou peacewillcome..indeed this is why i dont sleep.....its 1.15 am and i will have to wait till im real tired now. Sometimes i can sleep earlier but not always
This thread has been incredibly enlightening. Thank you, Millard, for opening up as you did and enabling us to share. I think a life-changing event like SCI, whether from traumatic injury or disease, unequivocally alters our psychology. As Lαrα said, we are living such odd lives now compared to before. (I wasn't this consumed with toileting when I was being potty trained!) I seem to have been born with emotional detachment, maybe reaction to early life circumstances or maybe high-functioning autism before it was called that. Actually I regarded it as an advantage in dealing with a lot of serious illness in my life and also much loss (death, rejection) of people close to me. But later I came to view my disconnection with people as a major failure/downside of my life, and tried to change this. Becoming disabled has eroded my emotional resilience, and I am never sure how I will react to things now, just doesn't make sense. Very encouraging to read your post, dannygilman.
Post by peacewillcome on Jul 3, 2014 17:08:31 GMT -8
Lara i have tons of stress The thing that works for me and sleeping
Shut off computer before i get second wind Listen to nature sounds on an app on my iphone Listening to going to sleep meditations Practising deeper breathing Its easy to get addicted to the screen i am convinced the pixels are not good for relaxing Iff i am notmasleep after 20 mins intry something else. Bed yoga is good, Be gentle with yourself. Good luck Lαrα
Lara i have tons of stress The thing that works for me and sleeping
Shut off computer before i get second wind Listen to nature sounds on an app on my iphone Listening to going to sleep meditations Practising deeper breathing Its easy to get addicted to the screen i am convinced the pixels are not good for relaxing Iff i am notmasleep after 20 mins intry something else. Bed yoga is good, Be gentle with yourself. Good luck Lαrα
That is great advice peacewillcome..I do listen to relaxing music...and have even tried meditating. I so wish i could sleep better. I improved for some time but now it takes me so long to get to sleep. I maybe sleep about 2 hours at a time....not good really lol
My laptop is by my bed always and i do go on if i wake but its to try and make me sleepy again...
Does anyone else over-react to unexpected loud noises or being unexpectedly touched from behind? If so, I believe these are also manifestations of PTSD. After all these years of SCI I still find that my "startle reflex" is extremely sensitive. I feel fear and an immediate fight or flight response. On once occasion my wife surprised me with a hug from behind an my elbow flailed and I hit her. I didn't know how to explain that it was unintentional, but instinctive to being touched unexpectedly. SCI is the gift that keeps on giving.
Does anyone else over-react to unexpected loud noises or being unexpectedly touched from behind? If so, I believe these are also manifestations of PTSD. After all these years of SCI I still find that my "startle reflex" is extremely sensitive. I feel fear and an immediate fight or flight response. On once occasion my wife surprised me with a hug from behind an my elbow flailed and I hit her. I didn't know how to explain that it was unintentional, but instinctive to being touched unexpectedly. SCI is the gift that keeps on giving.
hobo, i know exactly what you mean, i startle very easy when im touched unexpectedly. I must admit though that i like my personal space and dont like the boundary overstepped. Im an affectionate person but i like to know when it coming! lol
PTSD doesn't have to be linked with depression, or have anything to do with you being a positive person. You can be completely happy and positive one moment, and then have a trigger to set off PTSD symptoms. I have PTSD from severe physical abuse. There have been events in my life that were similar enough to original traumatic events, or related to my triggers that added to my PTSD making things worse and increasing the amount of triggers. Its one big reason to seek treatment! I'm also more easily triggered and put into a sort of high alert state when under a lot of stress.
With the original post, I have a flat affect but thats related to my Aspergers Syndrome. I have difficulty expressing and identifying emotions. When my service dog passed away unexpectedly Dec 20th I experienced severe grief and was quite depressed for a while, I'm still not fully back I guess. But then they say after grief its a new normal anyway. I've been going to a pet loss support group the last few months, was there last night as it meets the first thursday of every month.
I have a genetic connective tissue disorder called EDS with neuro complications
lin we had another member lose their dog recently as well and has got great support from here. Being a dog owner myself I can imagine what you're going through. Just hang in there and all will be good soon.