It's funny I suppose, but last night I was laying in bed and I suddenly realised that I have forgotten what it's like to walk. I was 53 when I had my injury and I'm now about 8 months into it and I forgot what walking is like. Very strange. I hope someone out there understands the feeling I'm having.
Butiki, I can relate to you completely! I remember when I was at rehab 4 months after my injury, I went to stand up (accidentally) just to realize that I can't. Now a days, when I see people standing and walking I'm always thinking "wow, how do they do that so easily?!" forgetting that I was even able to walk. I hope that one day we'll all get to experience the joy of walking, but until then, it'll just be our fantasy unfortunately.
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Butiki....i can totally relate with how you feel. After i became SCI'd i would look at other people walking and think to myself..'how do they walk so easily' and the dreams i had.. ...i had a re-occuring dream...i would be walking home and realise that i was walking and then start to run so I could run go tell all my family quick that i was ok now.....then i'd wake up and see my chair by my bed
Very fortunate for me that i learnt to walk last year with the aid of two crutches.....walking isn't normal still and never will be..its hard work and practiced....and not really natural....but thank God I have some upright mobility....and im grateful for it
Good day friends. It is funny how we dream about what it would be like to walk again. I guess the subconscious part of the braid does not know what the life time part is doing. I always dream about playing baseball, or hiking around in the woods.
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bensan.....are they good dreams? Do you wake feeling down?.....i must admit that i now don't have those dreams...My dreams are often vivid and wierd so now its kinda odd dreams im having..just as I did before lol
It is usually good dreams. Weird thing is they also include old fiends that have died. Sometimes my parents are there. Maybe it's my brain remembering the good times so I don't get depressed. God knows I get depressed during the day when I'm awake. It is hard to not be able to do things the way I used to and having to think about how to move something while sitting in a wheel chair. Yesterday I had to pull some weeds along the front walk. Sitting in my chair and leaning over I was thinking how easy this job would have been years ago
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It's funny I suppose, but last night I was laying in bed and I suddenly realised that I have forgotten what it's like to walk. I was 53 when I had my injury and I'm now about 8 months into it and I forgot what walking is like. Very strange. I hope someone out there understands the feeling I'm having.
Butiki,
Wait until 46 years post! All my past memory of sensations are long gone. After about 10 years, I never even thought about it anymore. A few days ago someone asked me what date I was injured and I felt goofy because that date was etched in my mind for many years. I was finally able to remember it and was surprised at how insignificant that date really is to me now.
I cracked myself up about something similar the other day. My friend stubbed her toe and was whining about it. I asked her why she was being such a baby, it doesn't hurt. Then I remembered it's not "normal" to NOT feel your feet.
I cracked myself up about something similar the other day. My friend stubbed her toe and was whining about it. I asked her why she was being such a baby, it doesn't hurt. Then I remembered it's not "normal" to NOT feel your feet.
Haha forgot about what it felt like to feel already eh Knight