Sorry I haven't been on here in a LONG time. Been very depressed. I ended up going from the hospital to a hotel. Since my mom was basically staying at the hotel with me all of the time, my father relented and let me come back home. I am getting home health wound care, catheter changes, and personal care services. Now I have to find the motivation to work on getting stronger and bowel trained (which I have no idea how to do) so I can get my own place instead of ending up in a nursing home.