jeff1967, what an experience you've had! That was truly inspiring, I'm happy to hear that you are where you are now
Life will try to get the best of us but we can't let that happen. I've certainly had my fair share of down days and I still do, but I don't let it get the best of me. A lot of people consider suicide when they become depressed and quite frankly, doing so will not help anyone or anything. I know it's a lot easier said than done, but it's not impossible!